[pm] I’m sorry for keeping Anya’s vengeance demon status a secret from you. I should’ve told you, but I promised not to and I didn’t want anything to happen to her. We’re still trying to figure things out with D’hoffryn. Since he brought her back, he has a hold over her and we don’t know how to break it and she needs to stay on his good side or else badness happens.

[pm] It might have been a start to tell me that she was alive in the first place. But I’m more concerned about no one finding out about the whole hell portal thing. I really didn’t mean for that to happen, and it wasn’t something I would ever ask for if I was me. I wish I could help Anya get out of D’Hoffryn’s grasp but he’s probably not even currently residing in this dimension.

3 most inspirational people?

My mother, Joyce, is the first one.  I didn’t appreciate all that she did until she was gone.  She always knew what to do and she made me strong, she taught me right from wrong and showed me that you can’t stop trying.  She continued to love me despite the many times I lied to her and hid things from her.  She raised my sister and I for some while without the help of our father.  She wasn’t afraid to admit her faults and my sister and I were always her first concern.  I loved her with all of my heart and will forever.  It is because of her that I know I have to keep doing good in the world no matter how hard it becomes.

The other two are Angel and Spike. No paragraphs because I’ve gone and made myself all sad now.