theredheadedwitch replied to your post: theredheadedwitch replied to your post:…

That’s not how it is. She’s trying to help.She knows about everything else I have going on and she’s just trying to make it better. So just, you know, take your time. I get the messed up thing. We can do this when you’re ready.

Thank you Willow. I promise one day it will be better, it’s just gonna have to hurt for now I guess.

theredheadedwitch replied to your post: the-better-slayer replied to your post:…

I don’t want a free pass. And I am dealing with the side-effects. I’d deal with more but the ones I’ve got mostly say ‘leave us alone Willow’.’

I know you don’t, but Faith sure wants one for you. That much is obvious. I’m trying to protect you here, can’t you see that? I’m all messed up on the inside and I just need to fix it before I can talk to you about this.

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Dawn…Dawn came back wrong? I-I thought she was just mad at me. I didn’t resurect her, it wasn’t supposed to be like how it was with you. I wouldn’t do that.

Well, she still died. You told me that. You’ve never died before, so you can’t really understand what that does to a person. She’s not just angry, she’s traumatized. I know you wouldn’t. I don’t know where she was when you and your crew changed her destiny. Willow, I just need to deal with things. Going back in time has sort of brought some things to the forefront of my mind and I can’t handle fighting with you. I can’t handle hurting you. I have too much on my plate. Please, I’m begging you. You saved the world, and I love you. Let’s drop this before it gets out of hand.

theredheadedwitch replied to your post: theredheadedwitch replied to your post:…

I-I didn’t want to lie to you. I’m sorry.

No, of course you didn’t. No one wants to lie when their good intentions go wrong. I’m just tired Willow. So many people try and do the right thing and Buffy’s left to pick up the pieces…

I wasn’t lying when I said I can’t talk about this. These words feel shitty even coming out of my mouth, but I just want to tell the truth too.

Can we please drop this? Just drop it all.