ghost-of-fashion-victims-past:
[pm] Couldn’t you just go to an amusement park for the day? I’d think that would fulfill your need for speed?
[pm] Hm…I suppose that could work too…only if they have bungee jumping there also.
[pm] Bungee jumping?! Dawn, you can’t be serious.
[pm]No, but I mean like…the safe kind. With parachutes and someone strapped to your back. I wouldn’t just jump off a building. I don’t want to die again..
[pm] Couldn’t you just go to an amusement park for the day? I’d think that would fulfill your need for speed?
ghost-of-fashion-victims-past:
[pm] It takes time to go away, a lot of time. But it will one day, and hopefully you won’t feel the need to do self destructive things on the way there. Just promise me you won’t do crazy shit to feel alive, it’s not worth it. You’re alive, I swear.
[pm] I’ll try to fight the urge, that’s for sure. Nothing too crazy…although maybe skydiving would be fun…
[pm] Tried that already, from a tower. It’s not so fun, and it can lead to death. The last thing I want is you dying again or getting hurt.
ghost-of-fashion-victims-past:
[pm] I’ve just talked to Willow about it. I want to make this all as easy as possible for you. I don’t want you to fall as far as I did. You’ve got me to protect you, I didn’t have that. Or anyone apart from Spike who even knew what I was going through in the slightest. I can’t let that happen to you.
[pm] Lucky for me, I have my big sister to look out for me. Like always. I can’t believe you used to feel this way.
[pm] It takes time to go away, a lot of time. But it will one day, and hopefully you won’t feel the need to do self destructive things on the way there. Just promise me you won’t do crazy shit to feel alive, it’s not worth it. You’re alive, I swear.
ghost-of-fashion-victims-past replied to your post: [pm] I’m not gonna bother asking if you’re okay, because it’s obvious you aren’t. But if you want to talk to me, I’m here. I’m always here for you Dawnie.[pm] I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry that this had to happen to you, you don’t deserve to have this inside of you. I wish I could make it all go away. But I can’t. I will, however, make sure you don’t have to see Faith ever again if that’s what you want.
[pm]I’d appreciate that for now, at least. There are more important things I need to focus on besides her.
[pm] I’ve just talked to Willow about it. I want to make this all as easy as possible for you. I don’t want you to fall as far as I did. You’ve got me to protect you, I didn’t have that. Or anyone apart from Spike who even knew what I was going through in the slightest. I can’t let that happen to you.
ghost-of-fashion-victims-past:
[pm] Then I will ask him. He tries so hard, I’m glad I’m not the only one who sees that. Xander was being pretty crappy when I asked him if I could invite Spike as well. But I eventually got him to promise to being at least civil toward him.
[pm] More people…
[pm] He’s a good man. No matter how mad he makes me, there’s that. I more than respect him. But you know this. Anyways, I invited him so we’ll see what he says.
The Key to Everything: ghost-of-fashion-victims-past: [pm] Then I will ask him. He tries so…
ghost-of-fashion-victims-past:
[pm] They just don’t understand. Even I never experienced anything quite like what you did. I was dead before I hit the ground… But trust me I’m not about to get over what happened to you. Faith is my ally now, sort of. I have to work with her but I’m not…
[pm] Then I will ask him. He tries so hard, I’m glad I’m not the only one who sees that. Xander was being pretty crappy when I asked him if I could invite Spike as well. But I eventually got him to promise to being at least civil toward him.
The Key to Everything: ghost-of-fashion-victims-past: [pm] They just don’t understand. Even I…
ghost-of-fashion-victims-past:
[pm] Well she’s Willow’s girlfriend, and everyone agreed to give her a clean slate since she got her soul back… Let me find out from Xander exactly what’s going on and who all is going to be there. If she’s there, we’re not going. I’d never make you see her if…
[pm] They just don’t understand. Even I never experienced anything quite like what you did. I was dead before I hit the ground… But trust me I’m not about to get over what happened to you. Faith is my ally now, sort of. I have to work with her but I’m not forgetting what happened. Anyways…
I’ll solidify our plans, just count on meeting me tomorrow morning at my apartment. We’ll figure out where to head from there together.
The Key to Everything: ghost-of-fashion-victims-past: [pm] Well she’s Willow’s girlfriend,…
ghost-of-fashion-victims-past:
I’m beyond excited to see you!
[pm] You and I were invited to go to Scooby gang reunion Thanksgiving, but I think Faith might be going. And I don’t want you to have to see her if it’s going to cause you pain. It can just as easily be Thanksgiving for two (and…
[pm] Well she’s Willow’s girlfriend, and everyone agreed to give her a clean slate since she got her soul back… Let me find out from Xander exactly what’s going on and who all is going to be there. If she’s there, we’re not going. I’d never make you see her if I knew you didn’t want to. I’ll always choose your happiness.
The Key to Everything: ghost-of-fashion-victims-past: I’m beyond excited to see you! [pm] You…
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