theredheadedwitch:

[pm] Thanks.

I um, I went to a cafe the other day. With people and food and sunlight exposure and all that? And I didn’t even get jittery when people looked at me! So that’s kind of like progress…right?

[pm] That’s very good, better than me. I haven’t really left my apartment in ages. Or like talked to a person in person. Except for Thanksgiving with Dawnie and Spike. 

You’re doing great Willow.

theredheadedwitch:

ghost-of-fashion-victims-past:

[pm] Well I mean, I don’t know who I’d be without them. Actually I do. I’d still be Buffy, the slayer. Only I wouldn’t have my powers and I’d end up getting myself killed. There’s no way I could stop fighting for what I know is right, being a mere mortal wouldn’t stop me. And it wont stop the others. They’d never be able to adjust.

[pm] O-oh. Oh gosh. I…I didn’t want that, ever! I, I want to stop making people hurt, not get better at it!Buffy, I had no idea. I guess I didn’t…I just thought they might be happy to be normal or something.

Good thing I hopped off the bad idea boat, I guess…

[pm] It’s all right, Will. Look, I’m here to help you. You’re my best friend, I’m not gonna let you do something to hurt people. Not if you don’t want to. And if you do want to, well that’s a whole other deal. But you don’t want to. And I’m taking it up as my job to steer you clear of anything that I see as piss people offy. Just ask me and I’ll give you my two cents, Willow. Don’t be afraid to. I’m here for you. I want things to be well just as much as you do.

theredheadedwitch:

ghost-of-fashion-victims-past:

theredheadedwitch replied to your post:[pm] Hey, Buff? Remember that one idea I had that I wasn’t so sure about?

[pm] Y-yeah. I kind of…I don’t think I want to do it so much anymore. But you um, you and the Buffy brain never said what you thought so I figured I should tell you and everything.

[pm] Well um, I get the idea of reversing the wrong so that you can make the righting of the wrong. I get it if fully. But I’m glad you’re not wanting to do it so much. Because it would sort of be wronger for you to take their powers away now, you know? I mean you said that once magic is in you, it’s a part of you. Well it’s the same with slayer powers.

[pm] Yeah, Giles called me about it. I could actually hear the concerned-face! A-anyways, I’m sorry about the whole thing.

Is it, is it really like that? With your powers?

[pm] Well I mean, I don’t know who I’d be without them. Actually I do. I’d still be Buffy, the slayer. Only I wouldn’t have my powers and I’d end up getting myself killed. There’s no way I could stop fighting for what I know is right, being a mere mortal wouldn’t stop me. And it wont stop the others. They’d never be able to adjust.

theredheadedwitch replied to your post: [pm] Hey, Buff? Remember that one idea I had that I wasn’t so sure about?

[pm] Y-yeah. I kind of…I don’t think I want to do it so much anymore. But you um, you and the Buffy brain never said what you thought so I figured I should tell you and everything.

[pm] Well um, I get the idea of reversing the wrong so that you can please those portal guys. I get it if fully. But I’m glad you’re not wanting to do it so much. Because it would sort of be wronger for you to take their powers away now, you know? I mean you said that once magic is in you, it’s a part of you. Well it’s the same with slayer powers.

nervousholyghost:

Blue And Yellow | The Used

Should’ve done something but I’ve done it enough;
By the way your hands were shaking
Rather waste some time with you 

And you never would have thought in the end
How amazing it feels just to live again;
It’s a feeling that you cannot miss
It burns a hole through everyone that feels it 

ross-wallace:

We’re not producing anything… Ms. Summers, either we are the people who the demon inhabits or we are the demon who inhabits what used to be a person. We can’t be both. So, either we’re some kind of subclass of human—which probably just hurts that steel helmet you call a brain—or a demon is in fact being produced when one vampire sires another. Production happens or we would have been wiped away long ago.

We won’t see eye to eye on morality anytime soon. I think we can leave that aside as a lost cause, though I would care to remind you that no two cultures have ever shared perfect aligned definitions. Many similarities, certainly.

And let’s look at our unnaturally long lives and see here. If allowed to live out in the open, we could actually hold down jobs, become part of the work force. Can you imagine night construction getting done? And we wouldn’t need the harsh florescents that the human night crews need in order to see the job done. There goes a few pennies of electricity. The difference isn’t about who can do more wrong to the planet in the fastest time. The difference is trying to provide for a future. One that you seem very keen on keeping ‘evil’ out of when that evil is so narrowly defined by you.

Your rules for your world, and damn everything else seems to be your motto. How long before you start turning on the evil lurking in your own species and raising your hand against them? Or would you tolerate me if I was human, despite my radical difference of morality? Simply because I don’t have a beating heart, that I don’t believe the same as you, I deserve to die?

You destroy something to create yourself. That’s negative growth if you ask me. But if you’ve decided we’re putting away the argument of right and wrong, then I’m deciding that this one is a lost cause as well.

You expect me to believe that vampires just want to be productive members of society? It’s funny that of the thousands of vampires I’ve found myself being attacked by, not one of them mentioned that. The only future they see is themselves tearing into some piping hot human jugular vein.  I’ve had my fare share of witty banter with vampires. They all seemed to have their sights sent on mass destruction of humankind at large, not coexistence. 

I would never purposefully kill a human being. Unlike vampires, their souls provide them with a chance for rehabilitation no matter how far they’ve fallen. And those that can’t be rehabilitated spend their lives in a prison cell where they aren’t a danger to society. I know you’ll try and bring up the possibility of government run demon prisons to hold the dangerous demons, so let me just address that now.

It’s been done before. It’s been done and it failed. I lived through it. Chips that stop them from being physically able to harm people? Hey, they don’t work either. Lived through that as well. Without a soul, vampires cannot be trusted. I will never trust a word you say. It’s a dangerous thing trusting a vampire. I know.