dawn-summersxo:

ghost-of-fashion-victims-past:

[pm] I’ve just talked to Willow about it. I want to make this all as easy as possible for you. I don’t want you to fall as far as I did. You’ve got me to protect you, I didn’t have that. Or anyone apart from Spike who even knew what I was going through in the slightest. I can’t let that happen to you.

[pm] Lucky for me, I have my big sister to look out for me. Like always. I can’t believe you used to feel this way.

[pm] It takes time to go away, a lot of time. But it will one day, and hopefully you won’t feel the need to do self destructive things on the way there. Just promise me you won’t do crazy shit to feel alive, it’s not worth it. You’re alive, I swear.