theredheadedwitch:

[pm] They said i disrespected the balance of the universe. T-they said that I’d been forgiven for all the other bad things I’d done but this thing was so huge that there wasn’t anything I could do to make up for it.

They knew what Giles called me, when he was mad, they knew and they were right about me. And I can’t…I can’t not be me, but I’m the thing that’s always hurting people. It’s like I don’t know how to do anything else. Even the one thing I thought was really good, and it’s so bad I can’t fix it.

[pm] Can I call you or see you or something? I don’t really understand what you’re talking about. I understand but… Are you talking about the spell you messed up on? The soul spell? That hardly seems wrong. I want to understand.